Stuck

Here it is... life.. I am suppose to have found a new beginning, yet why do I find myself so stuck? Most days the grass greener and the air crisper, but today in this moment... just Stuck... Stuck in my old story and with same the old song. I don't want to go back and for some reason to afraid to move forward. When I feel fear its my first indication that I am on the verge of a breakthrough. No idea what it is, just that its about to happen. Which brings on more fear. My life changing moments have been huge in the past year. I move with such intensity with little time to reconsider. I make decisions, and then deal with the consequences. Is it better to make a decision from your heart, or your head? And what about the consequences? I know that in ever life changing decision that I have ever made it has come deep within me. My hiccups are because I thought to much. So where does this lead me today? Scared... taking baby steps.. and remembering that even the greatest started one step at a time.