Be gone to do girl

I was all grown up today, spending a late lunch at one of my favorite restaurant with friends. I have always fantasized about the people lunching on the patio on sunny warm Saturdays as I drove by in a frenzy. What would it be like to have a day, where you look back and really nothing got done? Does everything on my “to do” need to happen? I often force jobs on myself, and I am not sure why. Maybe it is so at the end of the day I can pat myself on the back. Today, as I left “lunch” at 5, I looked back and I had accomplished nothing. As a matter of fact, I was 3 hours behind schedule. I was suppose to be in the mountains hugging a tree by 5. A feeling of guilt began to engulf me, but as fast as it came to me, was as fast as I let it go. I lunched today like an adult, and left my stressed out “to do” list girl at home. Sometimes having multiple personalities really is fantastic.