becoming a adult

My nephew is graduating from college this week. I remember him as a cute mischievous toddler like it was yesterday. I know graduating is a regular occurrence in any family. The fact is, kids grow up. Why haven't I grown up? I still like to cannon ball into the pool, drive to fast and eat candy... especially if it is sticky and has a dye code. At what point are we suppose to become adults? I often look into my rear view mirror and see all those beautiful girls and I am completely shocked that I am the mother. The bigger issue is, they expect three meals a day.. Who gave me the " I have grown up" certificate? I know I have a child side that is fun and very mischievous, but my mother side has developed which constantly has me thinking about what is best for my girls. I hope everyone always remembers that in life, any gesture counts, big or small. I know I am doing my best, but there is only so much I can do, I am crazy and I have a candy addiction. Seriously.. Penny candy is happiness on a budget.